Saturday, January 31, 2026

Please Pray for Me

Idiot, er, moron, er, TOTAL LOSER, er, satan and his demonic hordes have been attacking me viciously at home when I sleep, at work, even more since I was given a Kingly Anointing and achieved I wanted--be a man after God's own heart just like David was. Still makes me tear up (the Anointing does that to sweep away my pride) God bestowed that honor on me when I went and saw the movie David a few months ago. It's humbling. 

I saw a woman at the Great White Throne Judgement praising and thanks Jesus for saving her and said I wanted to be just like that. I saw a movie as kid about a knight and he took it extremely seriously and I wanted to be just like him. I saw the movie Excalibur and really wanted to be Percival, the knight, and serve a king. Today, I serve Jesus Christ, the King of kings and Lord of lords. 

We wrote a book together... wow! He wrote a book with me.... for me, first and foremost.

Anyway, I've been viciously attacked even more since then in every way possible. There is power in prayer as the Bible says, "...the prayers of a righteous man availeth much." (James 5:16). The individuals attacking me are demon-possessed, but God is far greater. They won't win because "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." (Romans 8:28) (KJV)

It's not so much them but, as Paul tells us, "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." (Ephesians 6:12) (KJV)

The attacks are supernatural by demons that study me (and they study you) and they attack you where you are weakest. But, God... God lets this happen so you will see how the enemy works so God can give you an even greater calling. He perfects your faith so you can carry the greater Anointing on your life. "For thou, O God, hast proved us: thou hast tried us, as silver is tried." (Psalm 66:10) (KJV)

The Battle is the Mind

That is where idiot, er, satan attacks us the most, our mind. But, "(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled." (2 Cor 10:5) (KJV)

How do we do it?

We have to want it and "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengtheneth me." (Phil 4:13) (KJV) (Emphasis Added) I'm convinced that Scripture is the most weapon in our arsenal as a Christian who has the Holy Ghost Baptism. It says, "God, I can't do it, but through Christ I can!" Remember, when we are weak, GOD IS STRONG! (2 Cor 10:6). 

THE BATTLE ALWAYS BELONGS TO THE LORD!

All fights, all wars, all battles were fought right there on that Cross as Calvary! Jesus won them ALL right there on that Cross at Calvary. Idiot thought he was killing God. BUT, IN REALITY HE WAS MAKING JESUS THE PERFECT SACRIFICE THAT SET US ALL FREE!

Jesus didn't want to go to the Cross but Jesus said, Not my will but Thu will be done when he prayed all night in Gethsemane (Luke 22:42). 

We must all bear our Cross. WILL YOU DIE FOR HIM?

WILL YOU?

We are soldiers and soldiers die.

How do you die? You die to self. You also might have to lay down your life for Jesus Christ.

That's sobering and an honor.

This sermon was for me.

The Holy Ghost, God and Jesus knew I needed it.

Let me pray for you:

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, I ask God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost to richly bless and Anoint the person reading this with His fire, His passion, His love, His compassion, His promise and His majestic power all in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Precious Blood of Jesus Christ! (Speaking in Tongues) Thank and Praise You Jesus Christ! Amen!

God cares about YOU!

You are God's prized possession and toilet bug, er, satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."
Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Amen.

Tim (formerly Transwoman Rachel) 

Sunday, January 25, 2026

SATAN WANTS YOU FAT!

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SATAN WANTS YOU FAT!

Obesity kills without mercy.

Junk Food kills without mercy.

You rarely saw a fat person in Japan...

McDonalds and others ended that.

Junk Food isn’t food.

Eat fruit and vegetables for a month straight.

And junk food will taste like....JUNK!

Idiot, er, TOTAL LOSER, er, satan ALSO offers you Buffets so you’ll overeat.

So, you’ll get used to it.

Gluttony is a sin just like any other.

Eat, eat, eat!

Indulge.

You deserve another piece of cake!

Go ahead, CONSUME IT ALL!

Yep.

SATAN WANTS YOU FAT!

God cares about YOU!

You are God's prized possession and toilet bug, er, satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

Do You Want Deliverance from Gluttony? (overeating)

Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name, Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done, I command all demons of Gluttony and the strongman of Gluttony to leave anyone who asks in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus Christ. I command all sickness, infirmity and illness from indulging the spirit of Gulttony to be healed instantly in the Might Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus Christ. (Speaking in Tongues) Thank and Praise you Jesus, Yeshua (Hebrew name from Jesus), YHWH, God, Jehovah and the Holy Ghost in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus Christ! Amen.

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."
Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Amen.

Tim (formerly Transwoman Rachel) 

Friday, January 23, 2026

What is Blaspheming the Holy Spirit?

Do you ever worry that you are guilty of Blaspheming the Holy Spirit?

I felt moved by the Holy Spirit to post this again:

That is one of the dirtiest tricks of the devil. “Oh, no, you said something against the Holy Spirit. You are doomed.” When Jesus said Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit shall not be forgiven (Mark 3:22-30), Jesus was talking about the Pharisees when he said that. Guess what Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit is? It is getting so far from God that you’ve hardened your heart to the point that you will never be humble and repent and therefore can never been saved. Calling the Holy Spirit a name, or using the Holy Spirit’s name in vain is a sin, but not committing the unforgivable sin. I fell into that trap and was tortured by it for years. It was nothing but a lie from the pit of hell. The Holy Spirit has thick skin. He knows us way better than we know ourselves. Refusing over and over to repent and get saved is the unforgivable sin and that’s it. In fact, you worrying about committing the unforgivable sin means you ain’t done it. Jesus was talking about the Pharisees because they weren’t humble, would never repent and had hardened their hearts past redemption.

The Pharisees were guilty of “Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away” (2 Tim 3:5).

That is the Pharisees. They all thought they were so holy wearing fancy robes and praying out in the open so everyone can see them. Basically, the had a form of godliness, but denied the power thereof. They also had hardened hearts, were not humble, and thought they were holy. As the Bible says, the got their reward for praying by doing it in front of everyone. The sin the were really guilty of was the first sin ever done. Pride. Pride was the sin that was satan’s downfall. 

Pride goeth before destruction, And an haughty spirit before a fall. Better it is to be of an humble spirit with the lowly, Than to divide the spoil with the proud. He that handleth a matter wisely shall find good: And whoso trusteth in the LORD, happy is he. Proverbs 16:18-20

Pride is the original sin of satan. It also was a huge sin of the Pharisees. NEVER be too proud to get on your knees! Pride is the first step into Blasphemy of the Holy Ghost. Now, please, if you get prideful and repent, don't let satan torment you with, "See? You were going down the road of Blaspheming the Holy Ghost." If that happens, say, "I know your future. You spend eternity in hellfire and damnation and in chains." Then, rebuke the devil in Jesus Mighty Name!




This was recorded for you today. I had a great time with Jesus, God and the Holy Ghost so enjoy. God Bless You All & God wants to Heal and Deliver You!

Pastrix Rachel
#TransgenderChurch
Only #JesusSaves!
Published 07-25-2025 on TransgenderChurch.com

Jesus Christ Conquers ALL Fears!


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DELIVERANCE FROM THE STRONGMAN and demon OF #FEAR!

Only #JesusSaves!

DON'T FEAR TOMORROW WHEN YOU KNOW JESUS HOLDS TOMORROW!

Do you need Deliverance from #FEAR?

Father God Jehovah, in the name of Jesus Christ I come against all demons of FEAR. I bind the strongman of FEAR in the lives of any that ask. In the name of Jesus according to my authority given by Jesus in Luke 10:19 , I command the strongman and the demon to leave that individual and never return. Thank you Jesus for this powerful Anointing right now to cure any who asks of alcohol and drug addiction in Jesus Mighty Name. Praise be to You God Jehovah, Elohim, Jesus and the Holy Ghost! Amen.

99% of what we fear NEVER happens!

The Bible has FEAR NOT (or a variation) 365 times in the Bible! Amazing how there are 365 days in the year. 365 times Jesus tells us not to fear!

"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:7

"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." 2 Tim 1:7

God Cares About You!

God knew YOU before He formed YOU in YOUR mother’s womb. Jesus knew YOU before YOU even existed. The Holy Ghost knew YOU before YOU ever existed. Your Father knew you, 

“Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.” Hebrews 13:5

Jehovah promises to NEVER LEAVE YOU OR FORSAKE YOU!

Would a human father do that?

All humans, when push comes to shove, will leave you.

Only God won’t! Only Jesus won’t! Only the Holy Ghost won’t!

“But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.” Phil. 4:19

Jehovah promises to supply ALL YOUR NEEDS!

Jehovah has never let me go hungry, even when I didn’t serve Him, never let me go homeless, never let me go car-less.

“I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread.” Psalm 37:25

Jehovah won’t let you go begging bread or forsake you!

“Fear Not” appears in the Bible in that form or similar 365 times! Jehovah really does think of everything! He put it in His Word (Jesus is the Word) so you won’t fear!

DON’T FEAR TOMORROW BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHO HOLDS TOMORROW!

Jehovah, Your Dad, not only holds tomorrow, HE OWNS TOMORROW! Toilet bug, er, satan doesn’t own anything. YHWH (Jehovah) owns tomorrow.

“Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever.” Hebrews 13:8

Jehovah, Jesus and the Holy Ghost are the same everyday. They don’t change. They don’t get depressed. They always are loving, kind and care about YOU!

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” Psalm 34:18.

If you are brokenhearted, Jehovah saves YOU! You just have to tell Him all about your pain, your problems, your issues.

“In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.” Psalm 18:6

“The eyes of the LORD are upon the righteous, and his ears are open unto their cry.” Psalm 34:15.

“Trust in him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us. Selah.” Psalm 62.8

There is an old hymn that says, “Have a little talk with Jesus. Tell Him about your trouble. He will hear your faintest cry. He will answer by and by...”

God cares about YOU!

You are God's prized possession and toilet bug, er, satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."

Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Amen.

Tim (formerly Transwoman Rachel)

Friday, January 16, 2026

How Far Can You Take Jesus is my Husband?

Really.

How far?

As far as you're comfortable.

I'm just not interested in anyone else.

Love, in the beginning didn't impress me, but God LIKES Me, did. I was an abused kid and didn't believe the love thing. My abuser would say he loved me and then abuse me. 

But, Like got me started in God.

Isaiah 54:5 happened.

"For thy maker is thine Husband. The Lord of Hosts is His name..." 

God always told me I didn't want a spouse.

What I wanted was someone inside me.

I wanted to be filled inside from toe to head. 

So, I took Husband to mean Husband.

Jesus filled the deep hole inside, covered it up and now I have no idea where it went. I can't find it. I have no idea where it is now. It's gone.

God gets sweeter every day.

Jesus gets sweeter every day.

The Holy Ghost gets sweeter every day.

One day God flashed a song in my head.

It was Lionel Richie's "Stuck on You."

God said He was stuck on me.

Wow! (tears bud my eyes now)

I sing it back to Him now.

He wants you to sing to Him. It doesn't matter how bad you sing if you sing from the heart. God never tires of your voice. I'm sure hearing my crap would've bored the crap out of a human being. Not God. He not only actively listens, He leans in to hear your ever better. Your voice is a melody to Him. He records every prayer, every tear, everything you say to Him.

Honestly, the only way to ever be fulfilled emotionally, sexually (it's platonic), physically and spiritually is to surrender fully and tell God, "If you ask me to do something, I'll do it." That's why David was a man after God's only heart. David would do anything God asked him to do. David also danced for God. 

If you accept the Gift of the Holy Ghost, which is easy to do, and Speak in Tongues (which is how you pray constantly as Paul talks about), you can sing in Tongues to God.

Speaking in Tongues is mostly praise and worship. Sometimes it is the Spirit of God praying through you, sometimes it is very serious. Sometimes it is used by God to reassure you in Spiritual Warfare. A Ephesians says, "We war not against flesh and blood, but against powers and principalities, but against spiritual wickedness in high places."

Fall in love with Jesus.

Fall in love with Jehovah.

Fall in love with the Holy Ghost.

All three are your Husband.

Corporately and personal.

You really think the Song of Solomon isn't God's love letter to you? Ignore the sexual parts.

The way Solomon loved his wife is just the beginning of how deep Jesus Christ loves you!

Jesus didn't hang on that tree for any other reason but Love, Pure Love, Agape Love.

Honestly, Paul's right. Singlehood is far better a thing for Christian if you dive in the deep end of Jesus Christ and take Him at His Word that He's your Husband.

DIVE

IN 

THE 

DEEP

END 

OF

JESUS

CHRIST

AS 

HUSBAND!

You'll never regret it and you may just never desire a human being as a lover.

Even though it's not sexual, somehow Jesus as Husband fulfills that need, too. I even wear a wedding ring signifying I'm married to God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost.

They are my Husband.

All three.

Do YOU know Jesus?

Behold, I stand at the door and knock! -Rev. 3:20

You won't find salvation in Islam, #Witchcraft, Buddha, a Shinto Shrine, the Church of Scientology, a Kingdom Hall, the Angel Moroni, Mohammed, Confucianism, Jainism, Judaism, Sikhism, Taoism, and Zoroastrianism. 

The only way to God is through Jesus Christ. John 14:16

Unlike all other faiths, Salvation through Jesus Christ is a gift. You can't buy it or earn it. It's free. Make that decision today. You're life depends on it.

Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house. Acts 16:31   

God cares about YOU!

You are God's prized possession and toilet bug, er, satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."
Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Do you need Deliverance or Healing?

Let’s pray:

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, I command all demons to leave the person who asks, and I bind all strongmen affecting those who ask, and I command all sickness, infirmities, illnesses to leave any person who ask in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus! Thank and Praise You Jesus, YHWH, Jehovah, Yeshua and the Holy Ghost! Amen!

You are healed and delivered, whatever is needed. Demonic possession, demonic oppression was just broken. You are free!

Amen.

Timothy Lee (formerly Transwoman Rachel) 

Friday, January 9, 2026

Deliverance and Healing from the Demonic Spirit of LUST!


There is a Powerful Anointing on this prayer. I can feel it. Many will get healed and delivered instantly. 

Let us pray....

Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name, Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done, I command all demons of lust and the strongman of lust to leave anyone who asks in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus Christ. I command all sickness, infirmity and illness from indulging the spirit of Lust to be healed instantly in the Might Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus Christ. (Speaking in Tongues) Thank and Praise you Jesus, Yeshua (Hebrew name from Jesus), YHWH, God, Jehovah and the Holy Ghost in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus Christ! Amen.

You are free! Free at last! Free at last!

Further, I pray Some will be healed instantly and others will be healed over time. Let the Holy Ghost do His work in you and surrender to the Spirit of Christ in Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus Christ. (Speaking in Tongues). Thank and Praise you Jesus, Yeshua (Hebrew name from Jesus), YHWH, God, Jehovah and the Holy Ghost in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus Christ! Amen.

Do YOU know Jesus?

Behold, I stand at the door and knock! -Rev. 3:20

You won't find salvation in Islam, #Witchcraft, Buddha, a Shinto Shrine, the Church of Scientology, a Kingdom Hall, the Angel Moroni, Mohammed, Confucianism, Jainism, Judaism, Sikhism, Taoism, and Zoroastrianism. 

The only way to God is through Jesus Christ. John 14:16

Unlike all other faiths, Salvation through Jesus Christ is a gift. You can't buy it or earn it. It's free. Make that decision today. You're life depends on it.

Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house. Acts 16:31   

God cares about YOU!

You are God's prized possession and toilet bug, er, satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."
Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Do you need Deliverance or Healing?

Let’s pray:

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, I command all demons to leave the person who asks, and I bind all strongmen affecting those who ask, and I command all sickness, infirmities, illnesses to leave any person who ask in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus! Thank and Praise You Jesus, YHWH, Jehovah, Yeshua and the Holy Ghost! Amen!

You are healed and delivered, whatever is needed. Demonic possession, demonic oppression was just broken. You are free!

Amen.

Timothy Lee (formerly Transwoman Rachel) 

Running with Jesus - Le Poem

 

-Timothy Lee (Formerly Transwoman Rachel Teresa)

Jesus Christ - Le Poem

Jesus Christ


Lo! The seas rage, the earth quakes

But I am calm, walking on the waves

Keeping my eyes on Jesus

For He is my King, my Redeemer,

My Husband and His Love Fills Me.


He was beaten senseless

and hung on the Cross

The King of the Jews

The Prince of Peace

The Majesty of creation

The Pearl of Great Price

He purchaseth my soul.


I tread on the heads of

serpents and scorpions

my heel bruises on Satan’s skull

His voice fills my heart

His Anointing tingles my skin

And warms me with His Holiness.


His fingers play a piano

With soft melodies and affection

The stars fall away, 

The earth passes away,

The rivers run dry,

But the Word shall remain.

His name is love on my lips.


His being is above infinity,

He holds planets in his hand.

He is the breath of life in us all.

Because of Him

I will escape death,

It shall have no sting.


He is the one that overcomes

All darkness and all pain.

He wipes the tears from my eyes,

He renews my mind and touches my spirit.

His Spirit moved over the deep

Before there was land or sky.



His Kingdom has no end

and has no beginning.

His sword is His voice.

He whispers to us in the wind.

He is Lord of Lords

And a dream beyond all dreams.


11-24-2021

Thursday, January 8, 2026

God showed me the MAIN REASON He had me Write Jesus is my Husband!

The reason blew me away.

The main reason God had me write the book Jesus is my Husband was...


wait for it...


FOR ME TO READ IT AND GO DEEPER IN JESUS!


Yeah.

That's my Husband!

Wow!

That's just how GOOD Jesus, God and the Holy Ghost are!

They are your light that shines bright in the darkness!

Get the book!

Jesus is your Husband, too!

Amen!

God works in mysterious ways!

"God’s ways are as mysterious as the pathway of the wind and as the manner in which a human spirit is infused into the little body of a baby while it is yet in its mother’s womb." (Ecclesiastes 11:5) (TLB)


GO DEEP!

Jesus is YOUR Husband, too!





Saturday, January 3, 2026

Jesus is my Husband On Sale for $.99!

NOW ON SALE for only $.99 CENTS!

(UPDATED 1-4-2026)

I was attacked big time by some demonic force when I decided to make this book on $.99 CENTS. 


It was a spirit of fear and heaviness that demanded immediate action. 


There is a lot of light in this Book. 


I'm serious. Buy the Book now. 


It's less than a dollar, less than the price of a cup of coffee. 


I think it was meant to HELP Christians in the darkness of the End Times as we approach the Rapture.


Help Support my Ministry by Buying My Book!


I don't put ads on my sites and don't put donate buttons. 


NOW ON SALE for only $.99 CENTS!

(UPDATED 1-4-2026)

"Isaiah 54:5 changed my life completely. I always wanted a wife, but what I really needed and wanted was Jesus Christ as my husband. Jesus filled the hole in my soul, my emotions and my life completely. It filled that chasm inside and covered up the hole so well I don't know where it is now. Why more Christians, especially women since it is sooo easy to do, don't look at Jesus as their Husband I have no idea." -Timothy Lee

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Jesus is my Husband is a soul baring Bible Study and Exposition of Isaiah 54:5, which says, "For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called" (KJV).

It has personal soul baring insight and personal experiences from the author of how deep the platonic romance that God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost offers a believer.

The author was guided by the Holy Ghost in writing this book explaining how Jesus can be your Husband and how to dive in the deep end of Jesus Christ providing you with an insight into Christian Living few venture into that will change you life forever, literally, spiritually, and for all eternity.



Take a Journey Into a Love Affair for All Eternity




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THE HOLY GHOST: THE SPIRIT OF CHRIST!


For many years and years, I wanted to find someone to marry and fall in love with. I had an abusive childhood filled with fear, hate and emotional abuse from my father. I was also sexually abused when I was really young by a woman. The deep longing for someone was nothing no one could ever fill. There was a hole in my soul only Jesus could fill. It is that way with everyone. People try to fill it with all kinds of things, but it is hole that only Jesus can fill. He fills it with His love and grace, and He shows you how to really love yourself. Jesus’s love is the loves combined into one. Agape love, heavenly love only Jesus can give, fulfills the love of romantic, family, friends and the love of mankind. His presence, which He blesses with me a lot of the time, only gets sweeter.

Honestly, Jesus’s love has been all encompassing. He listens to all my crap (pardon the French) as a father, as a Husband, as a friend and never tires of my voice. God never tires of hearing my voice or anyone’s voice (Isaiah 40:28). Yes, it seems hard for men to relate to Jesus as a spouse, but why more women don’t fully dive into that pool of complete love is beyond me. It’s perfectly fine to do so.

Falling in love with Jesus really feels romantic at times. Jesus is not sexual, but, in me, at least, it fulfills that desire somehow. Jesus’s love is so deep eventually you dive into His water’s of tranquility until you are overwhelmed with a passion beyond what you ever dreamed possible. Yes, I’ve definitely had romantic feelings for Jesus. But, it is more that I want His beautiful, tranquil presence and Him touching my inner core of being than anything. He can touch your heart in a way that makes you melt. God the Father can do that, too. And, the Holy Spirit touching your core is all three of them touching it at the same time. It is far beyond anything like lovemaking. It is Jesus nourishing your soul with Himself that causes all kinds of feelings. It’s like getting lost in this benevolent feeling of love so immense you can never contain it and just have to let it overflow your being. As humans, I think we are scared of being so love that God counts the very hairs on our head (Luke 12:7)

Since we are soul, spirit and body, Jesus, as a Husband, fulfills all those needs. Eventually, you will think about God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit all the time. If you want to know how much Jesus loves you, look no further than the Song of Solomon, minus the sexual parts. That really is Jesus’s love letter to all Christians, male or female. Remember, when you get saved, you are getting married. Human marriage, which some see as rapture, is nothing compared to the spiritual marriage to Jesus Christ. Only a few ever surrender completely to Jesus. I did. That’s when you find the riches of your marriage to Jesus Christ. He hung on a Cross for each and every one of us. And, while Jesus hung on that Cross, He thought of each and every one of us, as unbelievable as that sounds. Well, He is God come in the flesh.

It all started when God called me Rachel in a dream. I knew then He got me. It was acceptance. And, a few more things He did showed me just how much God cared about me and how much He, Jesus and the Holy Spirit loved me. I say a lot of the time, when I get up, Good morning, my Husband. In Isaiah 54:5, God reveals His true nature to us: “For thy Maker is thine husband; the Lord of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called.” (KJV) God is three and three are One. At the end, I believe, when I get to heaven, I will find the marvelous Godhead is Jesus sitting on a throne of gold. In Jesus is completeness so immense that it saturates you with His beauty and magnificence. God is amazing and a loving Heavenly Father that gave His Son that we should not perish but have eternal life through Christ Jesus who loved us first. As a nun, as a woman, as a Jew, I’m in total awe and in love with all three. God is the father I always needed, Jesus the Husband I always wanted, and the Holy Spirit, Jesus’s Spirit, is the best friend I always dreamed of. And, together as one, they are the love of my soul that I always desired. It was in God that I found me. I can’t wait till the Marriage Supper of the Lamb.

You are God's prized possession and Satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has Satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially Satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

Do you want to go to the Marriage Supper of the Lamb of God, Jesus Christ, or burn for all eternity?

Do you know Jesus?

Well, it is easy to know him and experience his undying, unfathomable love and affection.

He came and died for you.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."
            
Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Merry Christmas!

Amen and Hallelujah.
Timothy Lee (formerly Transwoman Rachel)

A Vison of the Tribulation


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The Tribulation Vision

This is the culmination of almost six years of study, revelation by the Holy Ghost and ministry that began when Covid-19 changed everything in early 2020...

Prepare yourself!

The Left Behind movies are nothing compared to what’s coming.

Nothing.

Not. One. Thing!

Let’s Begin!

“And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity; the sea and the waves roaring; men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken.” (Luke 21:25-26) (KJV)

As I slept that fateful night, I was taken into a Vision where I saw what was coming to this earth when God pours out His wrath, the Wrath of the Lamb of God....

You shall be witnesses...

Millions of people vanished into thin air that day before. It was on every television station, every program was preempted, Men, women, all children under twelve or thirteen and pregnant women reported all over the globe their wombs were empty.

It was chaos.

It was surreal.

Churches were full and overflowing. Preachers who didn’t preach the Truth of God’s Word were in shock they were still here. Their soothing words and lying tongues brimming with doctrines of demons, lovers of money and pontifications of endless self-adoration were empty and soulless. They had rainbow flags, MAGA hats on, had itching ears, worship the Donald as the second coming, adored politics rather than sound doctrine. They had become fables. They knew not the way of the Lord. They worshiped the creation rather than the creator.

And, it began...

They began arriving last night all over the globe. UFOs were everywhere. Twelve foot tall beings with Cheshire grins walked the streets. People fainted. Atheists no longer could deny the supernatural. It was in our face twenty four hours a day, seven days a week.

Demons took over some people. They had black eyes. They had evil grins. Their face had a reddish hue as they manifested inside them. God had been separating the sheep from the goats, the forever lost and the ones that had a shot at salvation just in time for the Rapture and the following Dispensation of Judgement. The Lord that was peaches and cream had become the Lion of the Tribe of Judah! The Lord God of Israel’s Wrath was poured out onto the world.

Then, he came.

A man with the silver tongue of all silver tongues spoke like none before him on the world stage. There was something ethereal about him. He was gorgeous, beautiful, fantasia. People were drawn to him. His charisma was unmatched. People stopped what they were doing and their eyes were glued to him as he spoke great things, seemed to solve all the worlds problems, had all the answers. He was on televisions, cell phones, tablets.

It was world news, man.

Giants came from inside the earth and again walked the earth some nine foot tall, twelve foot tall, twenty feet tall. They had six digits on their hands and many had two rows of teeth. They ate anything they chose and that included humans.

War erupted worldwide. The evil one went about conquering and conquering. The beast, the Anti-Christ gave ten kings power and soon had dominion over most of the western world.

Fear gripped mankind.

The Two Witnesses came right after the Rapture

“And I will give power unto my two witnesses, and they shall prophesy a thousand two hundred and threescore days, clothed in sackcloth.” (Rev, 11:3) (KJV)

In Jerusalem, two men in burlap, sackcloth appeared and preached the Gospel of Jesus, shut the heavens so it did not rain and pour out plagues on the world. It was Elijah and Enoch that were translated, taken into heaven and did not see death. I saw men try to hurt those two men. Fire came out of their mouths and devoured the would be assassins and they burned to death as the Bible commanded. The Fallen Angels and Giants didn’t approach the two men, period. They knew Jehovah God had appointed them as His witnesses.

Starvation and Cannibalism were Rampant

“And I heard a voice in the midst of the four beasts say, A measure of wheat for a penny, and three measures of barley for a penny; and see thou hurt not the oil and the wine.” (Rev. 6:6) (KJV)

Because it took a full days work just to buy enough food not to starve, starvation was global and cannibalism quickly became commonplace. The police no longer served and protected because their jobs were now to protect the politicians, the truly wealthy, the well-connected. The average man and woman was on their own. It was like that move the Purge but an everyday occurrence. The old and weak were victims. Cities had become war zones. Crime was so common. People killed for money, people killed for no reason at all. Men and women suffer all kinds of violence and rape. Men will be raped by gangs of men just like during Sodom and Gomorrah’s times.

Life won’t be precious.

Life will be cheap.

Just as humanity treated the unborn with abortions, so will be they be treated.

I was once told the aborted children stood in heaven and demanded justice.

Some justice God will mete on humanity during Jacob’s Trouble, the Tribulation.

Earthquakes, hurricanes, typhoons, volcanos erupting, storms plagued mankind. Some cities were so badly damaged they didn’t even send rescue teams. Most of California fell into the sea leaving Nevada and Arizona as beach front property. Most of Florida had been returned to the sea.

The earth groaned and groaned and shook, shuttered and the seas raged.

It will be literally hell on earth.

Some sought death to escape it all.

Death wasn’t to be found

“And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.” (Rev. 9:6) (KJV)

People tried in vain to kill themselves after they saw what was happening all over the world. But, death alluded them. Billionaires hid in compounds, in mountains to ask for rocks to fall on them and bring them death. Death did not come. People shot themselves in the head and their wounds did not bring death just more misery. Women overdosed on pills and it just made them sick and death did not come.

After three and one-half years, the Two Witnesses are killed by a beast from the bottomless pit (Hell) and they lay in the streets for three days. People celebrate because they don’t have to hear them preach the Gospel of Jesus Christ anymore. There are live cameras on them continuously as they lay there dead.

Then, suddenly, they are raised from the dead!

The Anti-Christ, after Gog and Magog attacks Israel and is utterly destroyed by fire from heaven, stands in the Third Temple in Jerusalem, boasts he is God, demands worship from all and requires the dreaded Mark of the Beast.

Billions are dead.

Billions.

By war, by the worldwide famine, by plagues and pestilences, by crime, you name it.

Then, it gets bad.

Yeah, then, it gets bad.

The Great Tribulation Begins

The first three and one-half years is the Tribulation, and the second three and one-half years is the Great Tribulation. The latter is much worse than the former. Death, mayhem, storms, hurricanes, earthquakes, volcanos erupting, it all continues. 

You can escape all that is coming upon this earth.

Time is speeding up.

There is no time to be thinking it over.

Now is the day of salvation! -2 Cor 6:2

Don’t sit on the fence, either.

Idiot, er, moron, er, TOTAL LOSER, er, satan owns the fence.

Make a choice.

If you don’t, you chose idiot, er, satan and eternal damnation.

Think about it.

Being tormented for all eternity.

For ever and ever and ever.

No reprieve and no parole.

Jesus is waiting.

Behold, I stand at the door and knock! -Rev. 3:20

You won't find salvation in Islam, #Witchcraft, Buddha, a Shinto Shrine, the Church of Scientology, a Kingdom Hall, the Angel Moroni, Mohammed, Confucianism, Jainism, Judaism, Sikhism, Taoism, and Zoroastrianism. 

The only way to God is through Jesus Christ. John 14:16

Unlike all other faiths, Salvation through Jesus Christ is a gift. You can't buy it or earn it. It's free. Make that decision today. You're life depends on it.

Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house. Acts 16:31   

God cares about YOU!

You are God's prized possession and toilet bug, er, satan HATES YOU! Honestly, has satan ever done anything for you? Really? Nope, not one thing! Jesus, on the other hand, has paved the way for us with complete and utter victory over everything, especially satan and his ilk. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took away the sin of the world. We only have to repent and ask Jesus into our heart to be born again.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16) (KJV)

There is no greater love than Jesus.

"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13) (KJV)

Accept Him today if you don't know him.

Sinner's Prayer

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior."
Now, go and tell someone and welcome to His Kingdom.

The Holy Spirit Baptism is a gift. Just pray, "God, I accept the Holy Spirit as a gift and welcome Him into my being. Thank and praise you Jesus for the Holy Spirit." In these dark times, you need the Holy Spirit right after getting saved.

Do you need Deliverance or Healing?

Let’s pray:

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, I command all demons to leave the person who asks, and I bind all strongmen affecting those who ask, and I command all sickness, infirmities, illnesses to leave any person who ask in the Mighty Name of Jesus and by the Blood of Jesus! Thank and Praise You Jesus, YHWH, Jehovah, Yeshua and the Holy Ghost! Amen!

You are healed and delivered, whatever is needed. Demonic possession, demonic oppression was just broken. You are free!

Amen.

Tim (formerly Transwoman Rachel) 

Note: Ken Peters saw the Anti-Christ and said he had a supernatural look. And, he said cities would be so damaged, they wouldn’t send rescue teams. That was in my “Vision”.


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Friday, January 2, 2026

Jesus is YOUR Husband Too

"For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called." (Isaiah 54:5) (KJV)

Dive in the deep end of Jesus Christ

If you want love as God intended, you have to dive in the deep end of Jesus Christ. Babies love milk. Some Christians love milk. But, real Christians that want to make a difference and be useful to the Kingdom of God and Jesus Christ, feast on the meat of the Word.

The Word, the Bible is Jesus Christ

"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." (John 1:1) (KJV)

The Holy Ghost will guide and lead you into ALL truth

"Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come." (John 16:13) (KJV)

If you read the Bible, when a Scripture pops out at you, that's the Holy Ghost saying, "THIS IS IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO GET!"

When I read Isaiah 54:5, that's what I wanted!

Take Jesus as your Husband

In the morning, I say, "Good morning, my Husband" to Jesus, God and the Holy Ghost almost daily. Jesus is my Husband. Think of all three as your Husband, because they are YOUR HUSBAND! God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost are ALL our Husband.

Make it Personal!

I'm forever single. I wear a wedding ring, just like some nuns do, signifying Jesus is my Husband. God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost are my Husband.

David was a man after God's own heart.

"But now thy kingdom shall not continue: the Lord hath sought him a man after his own heart, and the Lord hath commanded him to be captain over his people, because thou hast not kept that which the Lord commanded thee." (1 Samuel 13:14) (KJV)

I wanted to be that!

...and didn't even know it!

When I was a kid, I saw a movie with Ed Harris as this knight who rode motorcycles. It wasn't the movie, but how he was--he was dedicated to being a knight.

Then I saw the movie Excalibur

I wanted to be a knight and serve a king...

Lancelot may have been the greatest knight, but Percival had the noble heart.

I remember seeing this lady at the Great White Throne judgement in a Christian movie and she just radiated joy and love and adoration and servitude to Jesus, thanked Jesus endlessly...

That all was what I wanted.

Makes me cry because I realize...

God has now given me the Desires of My Heart!

"Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart." (Psalm 37:4) (KJV)

The MAIN desire, and now only desire, of my heart is to be a disciple of Jesus and give myself completely to Jesus. When I took Jesus as my Husband fully, surrendered completely telling Jesus tell me what to do and I'll do it, I delighted myself in the Lord, and now the Lord God of Israel has given me the desires of my heart!

Thank you, my Husband!

-Timothy Lee (formerly Transwoman Rachel)
Evangelist of TransgenderChurch.com

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BOYCOTT THE SUPERBOWL

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